I am on the ledge...

The Internet is not all that it is cracked up to be. I did a little searching and found on one adoption sight a few families that had 2nd DNA taken a day after ours and they already have their embassy appointment. I know I should be happy for them, their babies will be home forever next week. I just can't help but feel sorry for myself, Brit, and Kennedy. Why is this part of the process taking so long? It just feels like it is never going to happen. I am in a funk. I am just not myself. I feel so withdrawn and distant. I just spoke with Brit on the phone. I didn't even feel like talking...I just wanted to hear his voice. Will our PINK ever come?!?!?!?!?